So, im Madi and ive had type 1 for 8 years now. im 16 and its just rough, I hate it, I cant stand this disease anymore. In the past 2 months ive been in the ER 3 times because of DKA. I know im able to take care of myself, but when I look up at the clock, and realize its time to take a shot or I should check my sugar level I just go eh whatever just keep on watching the movie. My A1c hasn’t been good for over four years, its around 12 at the moment. I need help and I want help but I just cant seem to reach out, guess heres my chance.